Christmas isn’t about the gifts I know. It isn’t about family getting together and eating food. It’s about the birth of Christ right? Then why can’t I get excited or in the spirit. Why am I so in my head? I’m really anxious about seeing my family. Having those talks. The “what are you doing… Continue reading Christmas Anxiety
Actually mine does. So why am I depressed? Comparison. That is such a scary thing. I am 100% depressed because I want what other people have when everything in my life is already wonderful. I want a lot of money, and recognition, and a sexy boyfriend. But I have a job teaching what I love,… Continue reading Does your life reflect what your heart desires?
Dear human idols, Some of you I’ve burned and set out to sea. Others I’ve sat up so high on the shelf I can’t even reach. Some of you have grown larger since I’ve last visited this shrine. Some of you are small and have no business even being here. I want you all gone… Continue reading To all the objects of my infatuation:
You ever feel this way? Everyone is married and you’re going to die alone. You can’t write your way out of a paper bag and your 1000 like facebook friend wrote a novel last week. Your best friend dresses like she is out of vogue magazine and every morning you are lucky to remember to… Continue reading Comparison Combat
He can’t unbreak your heart because he won’t say he loves you again. Sorry Toni. So now what? Be okay with it. Let the pain exist. Dance around in it, write songs about it, plays, books, movies, braid your hair around it, draw around it, wake up, do yoga centering it. Don’t try to heal… Continue reading Unbreak your heart.
Let’s try to write this away I want to forget. I want to stop living in perpetual rewind. Continuously reliving moments where I thought I was making a difference. Where I thought I was fixing you. I want to write to get you out of here. I want to have no urges to text or… Continue reading 2008-forever
I feel as though the planet is broken. We’re all kind of acting as though we are insane. I feel like the village idiot running around town complaining about how it’s the end of days and we should repent because the meteor is coming back and the dinosaurs shall get their revenge. I really hate… Continue reading I’m Quitting